yikes. maybe this is not what i want at all. i know i seem flaky and indecisive, but i reserve the right to do whatever the fuck i want as long as it does not cause others harm. i’m gonna do what the fuck i want, when the fuck i want, with whoever the fuck i want. so if i seem distant and flaky, it is absolutely nothing personal. i am taking as little consideration for others as i can stand. its not personal. i’m doing me right now.